Chapter 3917 A Pleasant Delicate Touch:>Ep9

My mental situation was unstable, to say the least. How I could function in class was hard to imagine. My concentration was off, and I was fortunate that my students gave me credit as a good teacher, but I caught myself not correcting their mistakes, and even blabbering inaccurate statements. I was in a hole and didn't know what to do about it. In the past, Tatiana and I discussed openly every dilemma we encountered, but how could I tell her I fell for a guy's penis?!... I turned more introverted and hoped for a miracle cure.
The following week I arrived at the club at 8:30 pm. Emotionally I was drained, and exercised lightly. Then I went to the jacuzzi and sat there for 15 minutes, looking blankly at the wall. A noisy child woke me from my daze. I showered and entered the foggy sauna. Lance was sitting there. He stared at me but said nothing. I leaned back and closed my eyes. For the next 10 minutes, both of us remained quiet. I broke first and mumbled, "Lance, is everything all right?"
He blurted, "I am fine. How about you?"